It
felt like I was getting punched in the chest
An excruciating pain
My
heart felt compressed
Breathing
was such a difficult task, I wanted to give in.
I
wanted to fall to the floor
And
not live no more
But
death couldn't make this pain go away
Painkillers
can't take the pain away.
So I
pick myself from the floor
Wipe
my tears and cry no more.
Though
it was eating me up inside, I put my disguise and tried to hide.
Masking
from the aching pain
I mimic a
proud, untroubled person with no worries on 'her' plate.
Little
do people know my mind is deranged, with thoughts of a future one with no
pain.
But
for now I’m struggling to be keep it sane.
Cause
I’m living in a world where my life is just a game
Smart
young girl with no hope or no faith
Stuck
in a world where life equals pain
She couldn't care
less if her life ended today
Cause
her souls been taken
She's no
longer sane
Her
hearts been compressed and taken away.
