My
shyness is like a disease that won't leave me. Creeping up on me, holding my
tongue when I speak. Making me feel insecure and silly. Scared of what others
may think of me, I just sit in silence afraid to look at people directly or
even speak. Holding back my true identity, I am misjudged to be a snob mainly
due to the fact I do not speak, especially to others who do not know me. But my
friends see the real me.
As
I study others and listen to what they speak, I become distant to others like
an old memory, in the background I lay, with this disease that is stuck to me.